Friday, October 24, 2025

XII The Hanged Man: The Spirit of the Mighty Waters




The Hanged Man, the twelfth card of the Major Arcana, is the Spirit of the Mighty Waters. After the equilibrium of Justice, we move into surrender. This is the pause between breaths, the stillness before transformation. The Hanged Man does not fight the flow — he releases himself into it.

In his inversion, he sees the world differently. The physical plane is bound, but the spirit is free. His enlightenment is not won through striving but through yielding. This is the mystery of water: dissolution, reflection, and union with all that is.


The Symbols of The Hanged Man

Across tarot traditions, The Hanged Man appears suspended from a living tree or Tau cross, one leg bent to form the alchemical glyph of sulfur. His expression is serene. Around his head glows a halo of light — illumination through surrender.

  • The Tree or Tau Cross: the axis mundi, connection between worlds.

  • The Rope or Vine: the thread of fate or initiation.

  • Inverted Body: changed perspective, voluntary sacrifice.

  • Halo or Radiance: spiritual awakening through release.

  • Water Imagery: reflection, dissolution, immersion in the unconscious.

In the Rider Waite Smith, he hangs peacefully, suggesting acceptance. In the Thoth deck, he is the archetype of sacrifice, descending into the depths of the unconscious. In Tabula Mundi and Dalรญ, his image dissolves into water and light, merging the physical with the mystical.


The Sacred Number Twelve

Twelve marks completion of a cycle — the twelve signs of the zodiac, the twelve months, the circle of time. It reduces to three, linking The Hanged Man to The Empress. Yet here, creation is suspended rather than expressed. What The Empress births, The Hanged Man releases.

In this card, the soul rests between cycles. It is the still moment before rebirth, the dissolution that precedes the next awakening.


Esoteric Correspondences

Title: XII The Hanged Man, The Spirit of the Mighty Waters
Element: Water, with a hint of sulfur — the dissolving and transformative principle
Hebrew Letter: ืž‎, Mem, the mother letter for water. Value: 40
Sephirothic Path: Path 23, linking Geburah (5, Severity/Strength – Mars) to Hod (8, Splendor – Mercury)

These correspondences reveal the card’s deeper meanings:

  • Water dissolves form, connecting all things while eroding boundaries.

  • Mem teaches that through immersion in the waters of experience, the soul is purified and reborn.

  • Path 23 balances the fierce discipline of Geburah with the intellect of Hod, showing that true wisdom arises when both mind and will are surrendered to the flow of spirit.

  • Sulfur evokes the alchemical marriage of spirit and matter, the self transformed through surrender.


Themes of The Hanged Man

  • Surrender and sacrifice

  • Suspension and stillness

  • Dissolution of self

  • Union with the divine

  • Insight through reversal

  • Transformation through waiting

  • Spiritual freedom when physical means fail

The Hanged Man teaches that sacrifice is not always about loss — it is often about release. What are you willing to let go of to reach the next level of being? Sometimes the sacrifice is not action but stillness itself.


The Hanged Man in Readings

Upright: surrender, letting go, pause, patience, enlightenment, new perspective, acceptance, faith.
Reversed: resistance, fear of release, stagnation, self-pity, martyrdom, refusal to see clearly.

When The Hanged Man appears, life may feel paused or upside-down. This is not punishment. It is initiation. What feels like delay is actually gestation — an unseen transformation in progress.


The Hanged Man and the Turning of the Year

As we move toward Samhain, The Hanged Man becomes the archetype of the suspended soul. The year hangs between the worlds. The harvest is in, and the earth begins its descent into silence.

This is the time to reflect, release, and surrender. Like the leaves falling from the trees, we let go of what no longer serves. The Hanged Man reminds us that in stillness, clarity is born. In loss, new sight awakens.


A Pagan Lens

For Pagans, The Hanged Man embodies the sacred sacrifice — not as suffering, but as offering. He is Odin upon Yggdrasil, hanging nine nights to gain the runes. He is the Corn King who gives his life for renewal. He is the mystic between worlds, dissolving the ego to unite with the divine current.

This card also speaks to the watery mysteries: the womb, the well, and the reflective pool. To gaze into the waters is to see the self inverted and illuminated.


A Druidic Lens

For Druids, The Hanged Man represents the wisdom of pause and reflection. In the forest, there are moments when the air stills and the whole world seems to hold its breath. That is the Hanged Man’s presence — the sacred silence before revelation.

He is the lesson of Awen — inspiration that flows not through striving but through surrender. The Druid learns to trust the unseen rhythms, to wait in faith, and to find illumination in stillness.


Summary: Seasonal Correspondences

Samhain: The descent into the dark half of the year, when the veil thins and stillness deepens.
Element: Water — emotion, intuition, and dissolution.
Planet: Neptune — mysticism, sacrifice, and dream.
Hebrew Letter: Mem — the mother letter of water and reflection.
Tree of Life Path: Geburah to Hod — the tempering of will with wisdom.


Seasonal Meditation with The Hanged Man

Find a quiet space and sit comfortably. Imagine yourself hanging gently from a living tree, upside down but calm. The world is quiet. Time slows. You are safe.

Below you is water, dark and reflective. You see your own image gazing back, haloed in light. With each breath, feel the tension release from your body. Let go of control, of striving, of the need to know.

Say silently: I surrender to the flow of life. I trust in what is unseen. I am held between worlds.

Remain in this suspended peace as long as you wish. When you return, carry the clarity of this stillness into your waking life.


Personal Reflection

When The Hanged Man appeared for me, it came just before a difficult experience — the day before a bad interview. At first, I read it as stagnation. Looking back, it was the precursor to change. The moment of pause that redirected my path. Sometimes the sacrifice is simply waiting and trusting that stillness has purpose.


Tuesday, October 21, 2025

Moonlit Mirrors: New Moon Seeds – Libra

 Libra New Moon – October 21, 2025

new beginnings | growing light – dream + manifest


✨ The Balance Between Grace and Growth

This Libra New Moon rises with a quiet reminder: balance is not something we chase; it’s something we embody.

The air feels still but full of potential—an in-between breath that asks for patience, reflection, and recalibration. Libra energy calls us into harmony through conscious awareness: harmony with our work, our relationships, our inner rhythm, and the promises we keep to ourselves.

In my own notes for this moon, I wrote:

“Energies calling for harmony, patience, and conscious recalibration.
Be balance.
I need to release control as safety and call in trust as strength.
Commit with care.”

That’s the heartbeat of this lunation. It isn’t about doing more—it’s about aligning what already exists inside us.


๐ŸŒ• The Spread: Sixes, Courage, and the Art of Steady Becoming

Where I Am — Six of Cups

A gentle remembering.
This card brought a wave of childlike joy—a reminder to return to what feels safe and genuine. It’s the invitation to play again, to move and dance and swim, to be nourished by softness instead of striving.

“There is a sweetness at your core,” the card seemed to whisper. “Nurture it.”

What’s Influencing Me — Six of Swords

The winds of change have shifted. I’ve crossed a threshold, moving away from turbulence and into peace. This card marks the calm after the storm—the recovery and recalibration that comes when we finally let go of control.

Safety, I’m learning, is not found in holding on. It’s found in trust.

What I’ve Released — Eight of Cups

Something heavy has been left behind: the pull to overwork, over-give, or stay in spaces that no longer fit. The Eight of Cups honors this courage. It says, you’ve already done the hardest part.

Leaving can be sacred when it’s done with gratitude.

What Seeds I’m Planting — Ace of Pentacles

The Ace of Pentacles grows where balance takes root.
It’s the promise of abundance born from self-trust. This isn’t about chasing prosperity—it’s about tending to what sustains you.

๐ŸŒฑ I plant only what I have the strength and love to grow.

How to Help My Intentions Grow — Seven of Wands

Libra teaches that harmony is active, not passive.
The Seven of Wands reminds me that courage is required to maintain peace. Setting boundaries is an act of devotion. Standing in truth is a form of balance.

๐Ÿ’ฌ My peace is worth defending.

What I Can Rely On — Strength

The Strength card closes this spread like a deep, grounding exhale.
Courage and grace are now replacing reaction. I am reminded that I no longer need to prove my power—I only need to embody it. Like the lion, I rest when needed and rise when it’s time to act.

๐Ÿ’— I release control as safety and call in trust as strength.


๐ŸŒฟ Seeds for This Cycle

  • Trust is the new structure.

  • Commitment is sacred when it’s intentional.

  • Balance begins where self-compassion roots.

  • Peace is not passive—it’s your quiet form of power.

The Libra New Moon asks each of us to live in integrity with what we value most. It’s a moon of fairness, beauty, and grace—but also of truth. This is the time to realign how you give and how you receive.

Ask yourself:

  • Where am I being invited to commit with care?

  • What do I need to release to make room for calm?

  • How can I live in balance, not just seek it?


๐Ÿ’ซ Closing Blessing

May balance breathe through every step you take.
May courage soften into calm.
May your heart lead with care,
and may peace find you wherever effort once lived.

Wednesday, October 8, 2025

Moonlit Mirrors: Full Moon Reflections – Aries

The Full Moon in Aries (October 6, 2025) blazes with the energy of restoration and self-clarity. It illuminates what we’ve been carrying, perhaps too long or too far, and asks: What still serves my wholeness?

This moon is both mirror and fire: a mirror to see our many roles and responsibilities reflected back to us, and a flame that burns away the illusion that we must hold them all at once.


๐ŸŒพ The Harvest of Roles

I’m holding many roles: mother, daughter, wife, sister, aunt, student, training coordinator, member. I’m tending to my aging parents, my marriage, my work, and school, all while supporting our little family with love and intention.

Yet in this fullness, I see the shadow. I’ve been overidentifying with productivity. I fear not being “on top of it,” as though value depends on motion. What I truly want is to feel centered, not splintered.


๐Ÿ”ฅ The Full Moon Spread



Where am I right now? — 5 of Wands
Overextended but aware. These are all the visions pulling their own way, demanding attention. I’m caught in inner competition, with so many roles and so much noise. I’m defending my right to show up fully, yet I wonder: Where can I lay down the need to succeed?

What is influencing me? — 4 of Swords
Fear of losing success or identity. This card whispers: Rest is sacred. To hear my inner truth, I must be still. My rituals are beginning to support me, helping me step away from striving and into presence.

What have I created since the last moon? — King of Swords
I’ve created clarity and structure, even if it came through struggle. This is a season of honoring insight and trusting my decisive self. I can lead from a place of integrity and stillness.

What is no longer serving me? — 9 of Pentacles
Perfectionism and overfunctioning. I no longer need to appear effortlessly balanced. Comfort without truth is not freedom. I release the need to maintain an image that costs me wholeness.

How can I let go and release this energy? — The Emperor
By reclaiming my boundaries.
Architect of your energy, this card says. Boundaries are not walls but sacred structures, scaffolding for what matters most. I lead myself back to steadiness by protecting my time and energy for love, not performance.

What can I learn during this cycle? — 6 of Pentacles
To honor myself even when I feel unsure. This moon teaches that loss and struggle are not shameful, but pathways to support, softness, and deeper connection.


๐ŸŒ™ Moonlit Integration

This Aries Full Moon is not about doing more, but being more true. It calls us into conscious leadership: to hold only the plates that truly matter. School, work, family, and creative service all orbit the same truth: you are not stealing time from life by resting; you are planting the future.

Affirmation:
I release what fragments me.
I choose sacred structure and inner rest.
I lead from wholeness, not exhaustion.


✨ Reflect + Release Practice

  • Write down the roles you’re currently holding. Circle the ones that fill you, and underline the ones that drain you.

  • Light a candle beside a bowl of water, the moon’s mirror, and speak aloud one truth you’re reclaiming.

  • When ready, whisper gratitude for the boundaries that protect your peace.


๐ŸŒ• May this Harvest Moon remind you that centeredness is not balance; it is belonging to yourself.
๐ŸŒพ Blessed Full Moon, friends.

Wednesday, October 1, 2025

Turning the Cards, Turning the Wheel: October 2025 Tarot Reflection

October arrives with shifting light, falling leaves, and the steady pull inward as the veil thins. This month’s cards weave a story of balance, fiery momentum, patient healing, and deep joy. Guided by Temperance, October calls for discernment, moderation, and integration in the midst of life’s turning cycles.


October Themes

  • Feelings I Seek: Centered • Productive • Organized • Relieved

  • Looking Forward To: Autumn festivalsSacred seasonal ritualsSamhain

  • Intentions: Hold discernment closely • Honor endings as beginnings • Balance study, work, and rest • Celebrate ancestors • Choose joy in seasonal rhythms

  • Need to Release: Overextension • Power in over-doing • Fear of missing out

  • Priorities: Plan Samhain ritual • Tend health and balance • Stay grounded amidst obligations


Month Ahead Spread



1. Energy This Month — Temperance (XIV)

Balance, healing, and integration. This is the month of moderation — small daily adjustments keep life steady.

2. Love — Eight of Wands

Movement, excitement, and joyful connection. Relationships bring news and quick shifts, reminding us to flow with spontaneity while avoiding overscheduling.

3. Money — Knight of Wands

Passionate pursuit of opportunities but with a caution against recklessness. Boldness is encouraged, but enthusiasm must be tempered with care.

4. Work — Five of Cups

A call to release disappointment and notice what remains. Though obligations may feel heavy, the card urges turning toward joy and meaning still present.

5. Health — Knight of Pentacles

Slow, consistent habits are the medicine of the month. Grounded routines, rest, and patience build sustainable well-being.

6. Spirit — Nine of Cups

Joy, gratitude, and fulfillment. As Samhain approaches, spirit is nourished by abundance and connection with the unseen. Wishes made now carry weight and blessing.


Overall Story of October

This month is guided by Temperance, reminding us that balance is the foundation beneath all else. The fiery energy of the Eight of Wands and Knight of Wands brings momentum and opportunity, yet must be moderated by discernment. With two Knights present, pacing is essential: knowing when to move swiftly and when to slow down. The Five of Cups asks for release of sorrow and reframing of work’s demands, while the Knight of Pentacles offers steady healing through patience and consistency. The journey culminates in the Nine of Cups, a card of joy and fulfillment, promising that by Samhain’s end, the month closes with gratitude, abundance, and celebration.


Closing Reflection

October teaches that endings are thresholds. Balance, steady care, and joyful release weave together, guiding us toward Samhain’s deep mystery. Turning the cards, turning the wheel, we are reminded: with discernment and gratitude, transformation becomes blessing.

Tuesday, September 30, 2025

XI (also VIII) Justice: Balance at the Turning of the Year

 




 

Justice, the eleventh card of the Major Arcana, is the Daughter of the Lords of Truth and the Ruler of the Balance. At Mabon, the Autumn Equinox, she stands most clearly before us, for this is the moment when day and night are equal, and the year pauses in perfect equilibrium before descending into winter.

The Symbols of Justice

Across tarot traditions, Justice appears as a seated figure with sword and scales in the Rider Waite Smith, as Adjustment in the Thoth deck, as goddess figures in feminist and Pagan-inspired decks, and as surreal visions in the Dalรญ tarot. Each portrayal shares her core essence: she is balance, clarity, and accountability.

In Thoth’s Adjustment, she is not static but poised in dance, wings extended, scales in balance. This teaches that justice is a living act of equilibration, not a fixed state.

The Sacred Number Eleven

Justice is most often numbered XI, paired with Strength at VIII in the Rider Waite Smith. Eleven is a master number of illumination, awakening, and higher perception. It contains the doubled energy of one, the force of will, refined and elevated toward truth.

In older decks, Justice was placed at VIII, linked to cycles, karma, and cause-and-effect. Whether as Eight or Eleven, her presence teaches accountability and right relationship.

Esoteric Correspondences

  • Title: XI Justice, Daughter of the Lords of Truth, Ruler of the Balance

  • Astrological Dignity: Libra, cardinal air. Ruled by Venus, with Saturn exalted

  • Hebrew Letter: ืœ‎, Lamed, meaning “ox-goad” (work, discipline). Value: 30

  • Sephirothic Path: Path 22 on the Tree of Life, joining Geburah (5, Severity/Strength, Mars) to Tiphareth (6, Beauty, Sun)

These correspondences deepen her themes:

  • Libra brings balance, harmony, and the relational air element.

  • Venus and Saturn bring the meeting of love and law, beauty and discipline, mercy and severity.

  • Lamed, the ox-goad, shows that balance requires work and correction.

  • Path 22 reminds us that Justice mediates between the rigor of Geburah and the harmony of Tiphareth, holding severity and beauty in tension until balance is restored.

Themes of Justice

  • Truth and clarity

  • Balance and equilibration

  • Cause and effect, karma, timing

  • Love (Venus) meeting law (Saturn)

  • Impartiality and fairness

  • Music and structure as “air in form”

  • The dance of constant adjustment

Justice is not only about judgment after the fact. She is about ongoing course correction, pruning when necessary, and adapting continuously so that truth may be lived.

Justice in Readings

  • Upright: truth, fairness, accountability, clarity, cause and effect.

  • Reversed: dishonesty, denial, imbalance, injustice, refusal to see truth.

Justice does not punish. She reveals. She holds a mirror to our actions and invites us to align with what is true.

Justice at Mabon

At the Autumn Equinox, we experience Justice’s lesson in the turning of the year. Day and night are equal. Summer’s warmth yields to autumn’s coolness. The harvest is gathered and weighed. What we planted earlier in the year has ripened, for good or ill, and now we see the truth of our actions.

Justice at Mabon is the reckoning of the harvest. What do you celebrate? What do you regret? What must be cut away, like overgrowth in a garden, so that balance may be restored?

A Pagan Lens

Pagans may see Justice as Ma’at, weighing the heart against the feather, or as Themis, goddess of divine order. She is found in the cycles of balance between light and dark. At Mabon, she is the balance of the equinox itself. Her teaching is that balance is not rigid equality but harmony, where all things find their rightful place.

A Druidic Lens

For Druids, Justice is woven into the order of nature. She is the balance of sky, sea, and land. She is the oak’s strength and the stream’s clarity. She is sovereignty, which demands responsibility, reciprocity, and truth. Justice reminds Druids that right relationship with the land, ancestors, and community requires continuous adjustment, like the dance of the Thoth Adjustment card.

To live her way is to live truthfully, to align with rhythm, and to honor the reciprocity of all life.


Summary: Seasonal Correspondences

  • Mabon (Autumn Equinox): Justice’s strongest alignment, the balance of light and dark.

  • Libra Season: her astrological home, cardinal air seeking harmony.

  • Winter Solstice: another time of weighing and release, when we discern what cannot be carried into the new year.

Seasonal Meditation with Justice

Find a quiet space and imagine yourself at the edge of a field at sunset. Justice appears before you, holding her scales. On one side she asks you to place the fruits of your year: your successes, joys, and harvests. On the other, place what has been neglected, what weighs heavily, or what you are ready to release.

The scales shift and find balance. Justice does not judge but shows you the truth. She offers you her sword. With it you may cut away what no longer serves. See it fall to the ground and sink into the soil as compost, feeding the future.

When you open your eyes, breathe into the balance that remains. You carry her gift of truth and harmony into the turning year.